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    August 07

    也许过去无法过去,但现在却可以永远是现在...

    很久很久没上Q,昨天因为要加一个朋友偶然打开,居然发现错过了初中同学的聚会,sigh...不过这不是唯一的遗憾, 他跳上来,告诉我明天他要飞去美国了...

    时间,空间始终错位,有些错过也许真的是注定,比如我还是错过了和他见面,比如我在这最后的时刻得知他要离开,不过确定的是我们再没办法守住曾经的约定了...虽然在很多同学眼里我们还依然是一体, 从别人口中知道他会对问起我的人诉说的我近况...我调侃说大家的记忆可真好,为我这个始终自我的水瓶和另外一只螃蟹共同创建了一块记忆体...

    他没变,始终保持着他巨蟹的固执和安静,我说其实你记得就好,这也是唯一能让过去不只是过去的手段,他忽然打来一句对不起...问他为什么,他说总之对不起...

    不知道是因为我太理智不想再去揭开那个伤痕,还是因为太现实不想破坏这安静的告别,其实我很想问他对不起我什么? 是说过的那段堵气的话,还是那个完成的一点不美的终结. 好在我有月亮双子的嘻哈,于是笑他是个白痴,说理智的水瓶不接受无原因的道歉. 我更愿意他对我说一句谢谢, 他有他巨蟹的顺从.

    巨蟹也许真的是我注定的劫,不是被他们伤,就是伤了他们. 而对你,是我最不想要的一段两败俱伤的结局...其实很想告诉他和他在一起的日子是我最最留恋难忘的,我一直怀疑自己是否还能有那样幸福的能力,可最终还是将这些下咽了,只是对他说记得明天要早去.

    巨蟹的魅力可能真的要过去了才那么明显,他会永远在你心底,然后在不经意的时候用曾经的温柔给你致命的一击,让人半天喘不过气来. 但我不会让他知道,我在那样一个MOMENT,感觉到了几年前同样的伤感...于是明白这些年来自己学会的只有掩饰.


    我们都要有继续幸福的能力,好在还有7夕可以过,大家节日快乐,祝你一路平安!


    9:26 AM | Blog it | Murmuring

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    Picture of Anonymous
    zif_random wrote:
    这是哪个巨蟹~~~这么旧的纪念呐~~~
    Oct. 8
    rainy daywrote:
    每个人都有许多许多的遗憾。
    也许，残缺比完美更美，
                失望比满足更难忘
    Aug. 13
    冬 丁wrote:
    也许曾经的始终没法回来，但在的多年后都还会在。
    有信心，若命中有的，总会再聚首的。
    Aug. 7
    Wang Alanwrote:
    呦~~啥时候开始的啊?
    Aug. 7
    茹茹 王wrote:
    写的真好，看过一句话，大意是在十年之后如果回望，只愿拿回忆，干净而明亮
    Aug. 7
    治鑫 周wrote:
    幸福的人啊...多开心啊..还带过节哈哈...
     
    晚上我去放河灯哈哈
     
    Aug. 7

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